I THOUGHT I HAD YOU
I knew the day we met That we were going To be good friends Though I wanted more I couldn't stop staring At your glowing skin Neither could I shut my eyes at your curves It was lust at first sight Which later turned love I thought I could nurture But more like illusions now I believed you were for me I thought I was for you too But it's all crush to crash 'n' Fall to stand and move on. Had i proposed a relationship then, that would be me on the other side of the kiss. But i didn't. I couldn't. You were perfect and i was...me. I cared so much for you that i felt you deserved someone...better. Truth is i felt inadequate. Now here i sit having witnessed you passionately tongue wrestle your sufficient "other half" and i can't help but feel betrayed. I blame myself, though. It's all my fault. I look back on the life that we shared, and immediately my heart feels an intense sense of longing. I remember when I said I wanted you to stay in my li...