Ericsian 21Poet

I spent a month riddled with anxiety and fearing the unknown (one of my biggest fears) not knowing the outcome. I woke up everyday with a tension headache. The motivation sucked out of me. Seeing the real in everything—so intensely. I spent hours in my own head (which only caused me to overworry) which happens often when my anxiety takes control. I tried to control the narrative as much as I could… until it controlled me. I feared the procedure. I feared the results. I feared my life. That month passed very slow and kept me hugged tight… in the worst way.Today, I am free of my anxiety. I can breathe again. No cancer was detected. I was hesitant sharing this publicly, but mainly because I wasn’t ready to… I didn’t understand how I felt in those moments but once the fog cleared… It’s freeing to share everything because I know someone out there may be going through something they don’t talk about...  This is a reminder you’re not alone✨ I conquered my anxiety once again. BY: ERIC SIAN...

She gives me confidence and acknowledges my accomplishments she refills me,Because  she's positive and with toxins,she's more than moderate being high,she's not around for it. Her grind is wild-legit and her business, she stays on top of it plus I can see and feel that she is real and not counterfelt so her essence,I be around for it, it  teaches  me lessons through reflections so may pride,I swallow it by confessing for a moment I was lessened insecure feeling obscure by the EX I adored yes, I was stressing unfamiliar with my reflection weathered storms that changed my complexion, because my happiness I was neglecting but now I thank the most high cause I was surely protected clarity came with adjusted perspective and the significance of that she seconds and she applaude my imperfections losing often teaches the best lessons and sometimes losses are a blessing In order to hold on to, and gather more valuable possession i remembered to love who I was left with and treat i...

  It was a long night were even the moon could not be seen,it was a bit dark but suddenly it changed it appeared more darker and Bigger.  No person knew what could happen cause the sun wasn't raising until the predictor had shown up while known as an Astrologer.  Neither light could be seen nor a bright surface the only thing could be seen was Dagger.  The fears of the teenagers turned into tears suddenly teenagers became strangers,insecure and extremely Endanger.  Instead of seeing the sun and the  moon blood was seen flowing like a waterfall alot had happened in a silent night,  Many infant where stingered by unknown strangers and the infant end up being Stagger.  BY: ERICK SIAN TWENTY-ONE. 

At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.  In your light I learn how to love. In your beauty, how to make poems. You dance inside my chest, where no one sees you, but sometimes I do,and that sight becomes this art. If one day in my life I spend a moment without you I from that hour and that time I would repent my life. If one day I am given a moment in solitude with you I will trample the two worlds underfoot and dance forever.  I got hooked with those hazel eyes forget about all the red flags and jumped few good years then darkness took over as much as we tried as much as  our sadness increase from our faliures voices in my head getting higher losing control but I don't regret a moment cause to heir is sweetness in our sadness and longing their a light at the end of tunnel and that keep us going challenging all what we knew and learned b...

                I have been chasing for time but it always runs away from me some times I usually find it sometimes it founds me. Time is categorical the way you  use it and how you spend it .  Use it wisely.......  By: ERICSIAN 

Silence is toxic in a functional relationship.Lack of communication breeds assumption, and assumption are, more often than not,incorrect. when you lack communication, you lack attention and respect; you can lose the most significant relationship. Silence is toxic in exception of loneliness,loneliness does not come from being alone ,but from unable to communicate with people who seem important to you. When your communication fades, everything else elopes. Silence is toxic in a Leech We usually have that one friend who is constantly borrowing money or your stuff and depends on you.This kind of friend should definitely be avoided.If a friend takes things from you and never returns favors the friendship becomes one-sided. Silence is toxic and again it is the best response when you're dealing with an idiot. I waited and waited for minutes for. for hours. for days. But all I had was silence and with the absence of your words. I took it as an answer.  BY: ERIC SIAN EKS21