Ericsian 21Poet

Happiest birthday to the boy who escalates My heartbeat from 0 to 200 in a second, Your smile and love ignite a joy within me, Bringing happiness, joy, and cheer to my world. On this special day, I wish you abundant joy, Love that knows no bounds, and everlasting happiness, Know that you mean everything to me, Not just today, but every single day. In your presence, my heart overflows with gratitude, For having you by my side, I'm forever blessed, Words fall short to express the depth of my feelings, But please know that I love you more than words can say. From the depths of my heart, I express my love, Forever and always, you're cherished and adored, You hold a special place that no one else can fill, In my heart, forever and always, you reside. So, on this day, let's celebrate you, The one who captivates my soul and makes it soar, May your birthday be filled with pure bliss, And may our love continue to flourish and grow. @Ericsian Poet.  @21.04.23 

  In the depths of whispered moments, Where trust was gently sown, I thought you'd keep it sacred, This love that we have known. A tapestry of secrets, Woven with tender care, I thought you'd hold it closely, In the chambers of your heart, aware. But now the truth unfolds, Like petals kissed by dawn, The whispers, once intimate, Now scattered, forlorn. I thought you would keep it hidden, A treasure, shared by two, A bond that knew no boundaries, A love that was pure and true. Yet here we stand, exposed, Our story in the breeze, The echoes of our whispers, Carried away with ease. Perhaps I was naive, To think it would remain, A secret bound forever, Shielded from the world's disdain. Yet still, my heart laments, For what we once held dear, The trust we built so carefully, Now crumbling, crystal clear. But amidst this bitter ache, I'll cherish what we had, For though the world may know, Our love will never turn to sad. For in those stolen moments, Our souls were intertwin...

I knew the day we met That we were going To be good friends Though I wanted more  I couldn't stop staring At your glowing skin Neither could I shut my eyes at your curves  It was lust at first sight Which later turned love I thought I could nurture But more like illusions now  I believed you were for me I thought I was for you too But it's all crush to crash 'n' Fall to stand and move on.  Had i proposed a relationship then, that would be me on the other side of the kiss. But i didn't. I couldn't. You were perfect and i was...me. I cared so much for you that i felt you deserved someone...better.  Truth is i felt inadequate.  Now here i sit having witnessed you passionately tongue wrestle your sufficient "other half" and i can't help but feel betrayed.  I blame myself, though. It's all my fault. I look back on the life that we shared, and immediately my heart feels an intense sense of longing. I remember when I said I wanted you to stay in my li...

                     I'm a broken being now You said you would stay Now you're gone and Gat me struggling to breathe Because you're my air  Recalling every memory, Tears me apart and crazy Please baby come again 'N' hug me tightly 'n' warmly I want you now and ever  Sunflower, I know I hurt you But I never meant to do so You brought the best of me Now I see that hurting you Is hurting me, we're one body  I miss your painkilling smiles I miss the sparkling light from Your skin, I can't see no more Come take the wheels honey Drive me crazy in love again  Now, I wish you remember that, You're my African Queen 'n' love The cream of nature's beauty I hope I'm not too late, if I'm then It's one man down on a love highway.  Train your heart to accept disappointments ever when they come from people you trusted with all your heart. @ERICSIAN POETRY. 

  We write, Not because we are Right, But it's a Rite, To a very Weight,  We write, Not because we are Bright, But because our words can reach any Height, And make a heavy heart Light, And bleeding heart Recite, A love note to Tonight,  Tonight, We also Write, To make our soul feel right,  Because that's the only thing we do Right, And make the world Bright.   BY:ERIC SIAN 21(ES21)

I spent a month riddled with anxiety and fearing the unknown (one of my biggest fears) not knowing the outcome. I woke up everyday with a tension headache. The motivation sucked out of me. Seeing the real in everything—so intensely. I spent hours in my own head (which only caused me to overworry) which happens often when my anxiety takes control. I tried to control the narrative as much as I could… until it controlled me. I feared the procedure. I feared the results. I feared my life. That month passed very slow and kept me hugged tight… in the worst way.Today, I am free of my anxiety. I can breathe again. No cancer was detected. I was hesitant sharing this publicly, but mainly because I wasn’t ready to… I didn’t understand how I felt in those moments but once the fog cleared… It’s freeing to share everything because I know someone out there may be going through something they don’t talk about...  This is a reminder you’re not alone✨ I conquered my anxiety once again. BY: ERIC SIAN...